Big Fake Smile

April is not my month. I failed to pass my middle test amazingly, all I know is I left my middle test in terrible condition, sorry :( I failed to pass my first debate competition, all I know is I didn't get a best rank of speaker. Such a bad leader in a team, sorry :( I failed to pass the national speling bee competition, all I know is I've just spent a lot of money without a good result, sorry :( Pretending is the best way to hide this feeling. *big fake smile*